Wednesday, October 12, 2011

心里话


从小到大,我就是个安静的孩子。不管有什么苦哀,都是一个人默默地承受。日子久了,习惯活在自己的世界,与人之间的互动也越来越少,便养成了悲观的心态,对这世界没了希望。就因为这样,我活得很痛苦,反殃出绝望的眼神。我尝试改变,可是最后又变回原样。有些人说我看起来很自大,其实他们都不晓得我有着这样的想法。日常生活中的我都会摆着一副不屑的表情,让人误会了自己,害得别人都不敢靠近我。我看,我这一生永远都无法改变我的命运,只能一再地逃避现实,过着颓废的日子。原因只有一个:我没勇气面对未来。

6 comments:

EeSoon said...

我曾经也有过和你类似的想法和感受。
不知道为什么,我想说,我了解你的感觉。
呵呵...人越大,思想就会越开通,
很多事情都会看开些,现实,也只不过如此。
别认定自己的将来是负面的,
当你准备好了,勇气自然会来,生活也一定会有所改变。

Mr Lonely said...

haiz.. same feelings.. perhaps is because we blog too much d? >.<

zombie haunts the bakery said...

i can totally understand your feelings. now, i can only accept myself and what i've been facing =(

anyway, it's okay to cry when you feel sad.

LuPorTi said...

Yalo. As we get matures, you know that's call 'reality'. We know that how 'cruel' this society is. Always, we can't live in the way we want. What to do, this is life. I guess that's why some of us using blog to express our feeling.

Mr.E said...

++Oil!! Life's hard.
Every flower will wilt, but another will bloom again.

Schokoladeladelade said...

mag, me also like that...i dont show sad face with ppl...