Saturday, November 17, 2012

Loneliness

Have you ever feel so lonely even though you're in a large crowd of people? It can be either strangers or even your group of friends. To be honest, I do. I always do. I don't know since when I started to be so anti-social until I never talk to anyone unless I need to talk. I hate it. I really hate this feeling. And I'm sorry that I'm spreading depression in my blog right now, but hey, it's my blog! I can write anything that I want, except...sensitive issues, I know. It's not like anyone's bothered to read it too I believe. :P Except my dad, my sister, and some sincere stalkers. Thank you very much for continuing to support reading my useless daily rants. *put both hands together and bow head* I won't write a long post tonight cos I'm quite tired now after cleaning up the mess for college activity just now. It was raining heavily while we were doing our work so I had my shower again cos I scare I'll get sick later. And I tend to think a lot of stuffs during the shower. I guess that's why I take a long time to shower. Tell you what, I always have this thought which is, hoping the world really comes to an end this year. I know I shouldn't have this depressing evil thought but I can't help it. Argh I feel really sorry for myself to think like this. Please forgive me, Lord. Anyway, I gotta go do my laundry dy cos I guess I'll be lazy to wake up early in the morning to wash it. So, good night to whoever reading this. Sleep tight.

6 comments:

Daddy Cool said...

Mag, remember your motto B+ and apply it daily. The word of the Lord teaches us that there is a time for everything; so when you shower you shower, keep your mind at peace.
Yes, 'put both hands together and bow head' and pray to the Lord for encouragement and wisdom.
Take care and may the peace of God be with you.

Mr Lonely said...

same to me... sigh...

Cold Winter said...

God is always with you despite feeling lonely and alone.. with God there is hope for a better tomorrow, or when the world comes to an end, heaven is there, a place where there will no longer be tears, depression and problems of this sinful world..

Be strong, I know you are Mag!!

Chui Ping Tie said...

How's Unimas?

Magdalene Blue Rose said...

daddy cool: okay. i'll try.

mr lonely: we same species huhu

cold winter: thank u so much for encouragement...i'll be strong okay! ><

chui ping tie: alot of cases been happening around unimas...rob, rape mainly...so quite dangerous la now to walk alone or even in groups...huhuu

Cornzai freak said...

Cheer up,buddy:)