I always thought that when a person has a good-looking/attractive appearance, he/she will always have confidence in himself/herself. But I was wrong. The fact that I did not show confidence in myself when I cosplayed Tifa Lockhart proves it. Was kinda disappointed with my performance. I should have been putting aside my shyness and be friendlier and more outspoken to people surrounding. This concludes that confidence cannot be built through outer beauty only but must come together with inner beauty. Somehow I get really jealous of those people who have high self-esteem and know what they want in life. Looking at myself, I feel like I'm a lost kid who resists to grow up and only lives in her own dreamland. Like Peter Pan. Right at this moment, all I see is darkness.
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Hopefully you will see the light at the end of the tunnel.
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Magdalene, Be yourself; don't compare yourself to or get jealous of others who are better than you. To be happy is to stop comparing yourself to others. Treat failure as an experience and improve yourself next time.
God created you the way you are and you are important to Him. He wants you to be His child and if you follow Him the Holy Spirit will guide you and discipline you into the person He wants you to be.
I conclude by quoting from the Bible for you to ponder:
John 8:12, (Jesus spoke to the Pharisees again."I am the Light of the world," he said."Whoever follows me will have the Light of life and will never walk in darkness.")
Go to church, pray to Jesus and may He gives you the Light of life and drives out the darkness in you. Amen.
Time will allow you to get something.. Maybe confident in one day. =)
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